They say....

They say that when you turn 40 you are entering the best years of your life, but I wonder - isn't that the same thing they told you back when you were in High School? I turned 40 the other day. Yep, the big 4-0. So far...it sucks. I woke up the other morning and realized I have no clue as to how I got here. Where did all those years go? Why am I living the life I am living instead of the life I want? In other words - here I am 40 years into life and I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I wonder if anyone knows what they really want out of life? If so - how did they figure it out? What's the secret? I only wish I knew.