A month into 40

People try to tell you that 40 is a great age to be. Well, so far - I just don't see it. All I have been able to think about is I am now half-way to 80 and look at all the things I have yet to accomplish. Not that I haven't accomplished some things. I can fly a plane. I took a PI class. I've been to Ireland. The problem is - I just am not where I expected to be when I hit this age. I'm not sure exactly WHERE I thought I would be, but it wasn't here. I keep feeling like I need to sale all my belongings and make a pilgramage somewhere - I just don't know what I would do once I got whereever it is that I would be going.